Jacqueline has gone home

Oh yes, on this fateful day when Jacq flew home, I woke up the next morning and find Kayra shouting everywhere and provoking me. I sat down for breakfast with the family and the UK whitie occupied my mind. After breakfast, Annanne took off the bedsheets and transformed the bed into a sofa i've vaguely seen before. Annanne then took her Green Tea perfume and started spraying herself, and showing me by her usual antics that smelling it will remind her of Jacq. I smiled at her not because i was amused but because i agreed with her. I opened the card Jacq wrote for me and saw the pretty picture that she printed, of the 4 of us. Then the Annanne's brother's child came and blatently looked into the card that pissed me off so much, i got lost in my emotions that became uncontrollable. I think of him, i think of her and i think of aiesec, i got up to my feet, marched to the toilet in Kayrah's room and started crying like how she does it every morning. Yea, Jacq, it didn't take me "gelecek hafta" to cry afterall. =p

okie, this week hasn't been a very good week. There's this UK guy who hangs out with us and who would say things that would upset both me and Jacq. Then there's the closing of TEGV and visiting Mutlular that wasn't all that pleasant, and this particular somebody who undermined my 'idealistic' values, saying how i love to be the centre of attention of kids and that they won't even remember me after 3 weeks, when all i wanted to do was to say goodbye to the kids and pass some sweets to them. What was more annoying was that he didn't realise how it hurt me so bad. hmm, but really, what i learnt was that i could tell him what was wrong, but a leopard never changes his spots.

so i made a complaint to aiesec too about my matter and i feel quite tired being associated with aiesec bursa. i feel like flying off to paradise island right now, but for now, i need to do lots of shopping.

i will pictures soon!