why

Sometimes i feel angry. but at what and at whom, remains a mystery even to myself.

Suddenly memories of nothing flashes through my mind as if everything i have gone through amounts to nothing and i just don't know why i'm here for. Just to add to my "list of where i have been"? what bullshit. just some stupid thing for people to envy over and out. More like an escape from the tiny island i somethings just want to run away from. from certain people, from friends, from lovers and to lovers. always meeting new people but they never last long because either they don't come back or that i'm just hiding in another corner of the world. Otherwise just worlds apart (hahaa..geddit geddit?)

Maybe i've been overloaded with controversial movies for a past few days. and certain themes of the movie overwhelms me, stronger than religion, stronger than drugs. All thanks to Jiahui's trusty Sony Vaio. muahaha.... just for one thing to all readers, please don't take my words too seriously!

Today's work was good. did like pre-qualifications report... and some point assessment and my team leader had to explain every single to detail to me bit by bit. it sounds like it was terribly terrible work to do. but oh well, i'm always fretting over unnecessary things, it gets in the way. and i always give myself away and my team leader caught me looking worried and laughed it off. well i guess then, it was exactly what i needed to relieve the tension!!!

yea but seems like our colleagues didn't have a good time at the client's place. sigh. i heard he's 30s and he throws his weight around and puts my boss down. should i say that he should really suck some balls or that that's just the reality of the dog-eat-dog world? (hahaha! Chinese Locals love dog meat. HAHA that explains why, i guesss)

Jiahui says: translation is a bitch to do after lunch. I second that. third forth and fifth. but it was pretty fun! hahahahahaha let's just laugh every single damn thing off. Including the mood swings i had yesterday.

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